IN PERSON
Scotland's
minstrel
- ANTOINETTE
GALBRAITH meets a Christian musician specialising in using music
to help children deal with difficult issues
Stephen
Fischbacher is Britains only official church minstrel. Based
in Edinburgh for the past six years, he has been travelling to schools
from Lincoln to Aberdeen with his guitar, singing to groups of children
in primary schools.
His music
is unusual. Through his lyrics, Stephen tackles such issues as the
pain caused by divorce, loneliness, death and bullying.
The issue of bullying is especially important to him and, along with
self-esteem and friendship, is the subject of his latest CD Build
Up, which was launched in Edinburghs Queens Hall in
September. "Bullying is such a massive issue in schools. Most
schools have a lot of written work on bullying but there is little
that is musical. I think it is easier for children to feel their emotions
through music."
Rather than instructing children "not to bully each other, which
wont work," Stephen, 41, tends to go for a positive approach,
often working within a schools own anti-bullying policy. "My
songs are aimed at the bullies and the bullied. They are aimed at
the person who is having a hard time and those who are giving the
hard time.
"The idea is that you can build people up or you can tear them
down. The approach is: arent we all great? I try to give children
the resources to deal with everyday worries."
A former youth worker at St Pauls and St Georges Church
in Edinburgh, Stephen began composing his own music when he "became
disillusioned with singing everybody elses songs".
It was a difficult period, he remembers, a period of intense frustration,
when he felt his creativity had deserted him and would never return.
"It was like being in a desert, I thought something was wrong,
and was frustrated because I didnt know what to do next."
He started "doing a bit of music" for his children, Beth
(12) and Brodie (10). He also did tapes for his nieces and nephews
in Canada. As their babies grew into toddlers, Stephen and his wife
Linda became aware that much of the music produced in church was not
targeted towards children. For this reason the couple had found "it
was a hard experience trying to keep children happy in church, even
at St Pauls and St Georges where the atmosphere is informal."
So Stephen progressed to writing songs geared towards younger children,
which he would try out on a Sunday in church. But, as he began to
write, Linda was diagnosed with breast cancer. The shock of the diagnosis,
followed by a mastectomy, chemotherapy and radiotherapy changed Stephens
focus immediately. First it brought a sense of urgency to his work.
"Time seemed potentially shorter," he says, "and I
began to speed things up." Within a year, he and a group of 14
children from St Pauls and St Georges had recorded Its
A Noisy World, an album of songs for children.
If the tragedy of Lindas illness speeded up Stephens songwriting,
it also changed the nature of his work for ever. Where, he wondered,
did God fit into illness, death, pain and broken lives? And if it
was difficult for him, as an adult, to understand such concepts, how
much more impossible would it be for children? In short, where was
God "in all this"?
Slowly, as Stephen reached into the depths of sorrow, Its
A Noisy World developed into an album concerned with issues such
as "real feelings, and difficult areas in childrens lives".
The response to what Stephen describes as the "anarchic songs"
was immediate. "In particular, children were going crazy over
The Angry Song. It was tackling an area in their lives.
"Through the songs, I was trying to get real about God and about
feelings. I was asking questions such as 'does God ever get angry
himself?' And it seemed as if no one was tackling these areas. What
about the children from broken homes, the wounded children? And what
about the children with no parents? Where was God in all the pain?"
Two years later, in 1997, with Linda dying, Stephen recorded his second
album Just Imagine. "Recording the album kept me sane,"
Stephen says of that time. "I poured everything I had into it,
and it was cathartic. The music helped, in a small way, to redeem
the situation."
Initially Stephen concentrated two days a week on the newly founded
Fischy Music. Then, two
years ago, with the full support of the church he began working full-time.
Two days a week musician Suzanne Adam, 23, joins him.
"The aim is to tackle everyday issues, and to look at where God
is in the difficult times. Besides self-esteem, bullying, discipline
and problems facing families like divorce, we do things on abuse,"
Stephen says, pointing out that sexual abuse is an issue he plans
to tackle.
"Ive asked a lot of teachers what issues children face.
Rather than evangelising and saying 'Jesus is the answer', I want
to tackle some of those questions from a Christian standpoint as part
of the RE programme in schools."
- Antoinette
Galbraith is a freelance writer based in Edinburgh
©
Christian Family Network
is run by CPO, supported by
Care for the Family, Marriage Resource, Positive Parenting,
Care, Women Alive, Christian Herald and many others.